Monday, January 31, 2005

yeah friggin right... (stupidity of miss psycho)

I am the crankiest, most pissed off girl today. our stupid history 2 teacher thinks that we have no committments (and I quote her) WHATSOEVER that we have all the time in the world to practice for a stupid asia regional presentation. It might be easier for me if my groupmates weren't energy vampires who just blabbers nonsense and stuff that makes me roll my eyes. I may be saying this since I don't know a hell how I can put myself with them and be FRIIIIEEENDS (well shit on it) but it's just frigging irritating! ARGH, I couldn't imagine myself putting up with them and trying to actually give my true personality, if I did have it.

I could proudly say now that I love hating most of the time, especially when I didn't have a satisfying sleep. or I could say that I could embody a great antisocial for all that it's worth ANY DAY.

cheh, cynicism drives me to live sometimes. I think now that I could live with attending statistics lecture rather than practicing for some stupid presentation that that instructor haven't given on her earlier semesters. at least on statistics, I could walk in there, say hi to some "friends" and sit beside a bitch who knows nothing but blabber to her seatmate about her wonderful social life and beside a guy who says nothing. I could droop into sleep with that, and after an hour, we're gooooone.

damn, I just hate presentations!!!! If it does have a relevance in my life, then I'd gladly do it, but this hist 2 CRAP isn't just worth a penny for developing knowledge in my brain. HONESTLY. I'm not saying I know all that is in the culture of asia, NO. I could read it anywhere, watch it on screen, or even listen to someone relating it, but doing it? they say experience makes you remember well, but with experience having to sacrifice some things in my academics, is PISSING ME OFF.

don't tell me I would need it in the future, because I think I won't. Hell, would I dance with Indians when I go there? No. What the F?!?

bottom line is, I.HATE.THAT.SUBJECT.!

miss angry psycho signing off. goddamnit.

Thursday, January 27, 2005

tired and sick and singing

my favorite song as of the moment... and gave me a lot of ideas for a deviation. though I'm too lazy to put those ideas into reality. hahah the fun of sickness and stress... I want to go home and SLEEP! . . . GOD.

I could sing this song anytime in the day. I've got a built in mp3 in my head. yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeah. yeah yeahs. bleh. *searches for the guitar tab*

Maps by Yeah Yeah Yeahs

Pack up
I'm a stray
enough
Oh say say say you'll
Say say say you'll
Say say say you'll
Say say say you'll
Say say say..


Wait.
They don't love you like I love you
Wait.
They don't love you like I love you
Maps...........
Wait.
They don't love you like I love you


Made off
Don't stray
Well my kinds
Your kind
I'll stay the same


Pack up
But don't stray
Oh say say say
I'll say say say..

Wait.
They don't love you like I love you
Wait.
They don't love you like I love you
Maps...........
Wait.
They don't love you like I love you
Wait.
They don't love you like I love you
Maps...........
Wait.
they don't love you like I love you

Wait.
They don't love you like I love you
Wait.
They don't love you like I love you
Maps...........
Wait.
They don't love you like I love you
Wait.
They don't love you like I love you
Maps...........
Wait.
they don't love you like I love you

Monday, January 24, 2005

tr3s concert

Yes, I've been there and I'm dissatisfied. Apparently the sorority is either greedy for profit, or they just don't know where to find nice lightings and sound system. I assume the latter, since, well, it's very redundant if I still say it. ha, ha. The lighting was HORRIBLE, I mean it in every sense of the word. The audio system is useless and terrible. I felt pity for the great vocalists when they sing on that mic which actually gives very distorted sound, that it becomes quite soft but blasted. The treble was WAY up high in their consoles, so the sounds from the guitars are, again, blasted. I think the only right thing in the concert was the choice of bands. But all else? SUCKS.

I am tempted to compare it to the other concerts in our campus, but I decided the way they organized this was uncomparable with the other concerts. Why? Because of the very low, low output I saw from them. There are even different versions of posters with DIFFERENT time typed on their cheap papers. First poster said 8 pm. Second said 7 pm. And when I got my ticket, it said there 9 pm. What the HECK? Way to go, airhead sorority SISSES.

I guess it all comes down to them being ignorant with the process of organizing a concert or what's the worth of hearing good music. Or probably they're just so low on funds; awww, poor girls. They just sat on the edge of the stage, some texting, some bored off their wits... I think they like to see the teeny boppers on TV, not some cool set of bands... Why did they even arrange the concert if they don't want the bands in the first place??? ARGGGHHH!!! I'm so pissed with them. I think my hundred thirty-five bucks for the concert should only be half of it.

Okay, I'll tune down the rant. The concert featured three alternative/rock bands: 6 cycle mind, Sponge Cola and Session Road. The first band, 6 cycle mind was awesome! The lights that time was acceptable enough, so I got pretty neat photos. Second was Sponge Cola. Here is where I got so freaking pissed off. The lighting turned to a dull dark blue, there was no change of lights when the beat changes... God, help them. I hardly heard the vocalist clearly. But the vocalist was prettylicious enough so I'm quite happy. HEheheh. Third and last was Session Road. I must admit I am tired, and the mood of the crowd didn't help me at all. And the band didn't help me as well. I love Session Road, but they don't seem to get the crowd going, they just perform there in their best, that's all. Haaaaay. Plus, the lighting still remained dull dark blue, which turned me into a wilted rosey.

anyway here's the photos.

6 cycle mind




damn that 6600 owner...


BEERBELLYLICIOUS!!!!!!!!!!


WAAHAHAHAH!!!! *drool*


kinda ugly on this angle...


the guitarist who wants much attention... :P




the band

session road


lalalalala...


hooorrible lighting




jammin'!




BOB!


she's always smiling, it's quite...sickening. o.O bue she ROCKS!



sponge cola


the band... very BAD lighting





my BABIES!!!!

photos of my lovely babies... heeheee


here is the original mother of the babies... she poses very well.


we made gibsy a collar with a bell. wahahaha


quite an old photo of perthy enjoying christmas


they like creating chaos on the collected dried leaves. haha


one happy family... pity that perthy was given away...


:( perthy


pili and gibsy being intimate. bahahaha Pili, the damned, is lost again. buti nga...


pili and gibsy being intimate. :P

holidays 2004

well, it's quite a bit late, isn't it? but what the heck. here are photos. :P


family photo. we do that every year. o.O


me and my cousins lounging around... we have nothing to do and it's FRIGGING CHRISTMAS!


my sister being a pyromaniac.


obviously I was bored.


told you I was bored...


SURPRISE!


*giggles* my brother with a BAHAG! WAHAHAHAHAH!!!


yep, I spent some days on my bed being sick. my brother took this while I was in PAIN.


my brother trying to cheer me up. :P


told you, sissy, beer isn't for ya.


big claaaan pic